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Day 1.

Day one of what? New me.

I can’t believe I did it-but I cleaned out my facebook. I cleaned out my room. There are no longer these dark memories, and I actually don’t mind being in my room anymore! I’m not looking at people that hurt me on facebook when I log in for an update. 

Its all gone. 

Also, today I’ve started taking care of myself. I wasn’t overly hungry at lunch, so I didn’t have much to eat. And I feel good. I am starting to actually look forward to losing this weight. 

SO I don’t normally like stating my weight, but hey, I’m going to start posting stuff about my journey back into my skinny pants, and my journey as a person, so I may as well just say it. 

I’m 5’6”, and I weigh 194 lbs. 

Granted, at a size 8, I weighed 160…. back in the day.

My goals? 

I my first goal is to see the 180s. After that, we’ll keep going. The ultimate goal is to see 150. Thats less than I weighed in high school.

So how am I doing it?

Well, first of all, i’m laying off the pigging out. 

Second of all, alcohol is no longer in my diet. For a couple of reasons. One-I’m too damn broke. Two-holy good gravy calories.

Next, I stop eating after 7 PM.

And, I’m hitting the gym or my “home gym” (wii, elliptical)

I think I can do this. I need to do this for me. I need to take care of me, because I’m worth this! :)